World Mandate

Oh man.  What a weekend.  I was blessed, rocked, challenged, and spoken over.  It was really such an overwhelming experience all around.  I don’t even know how to explain it. The ice storm tried to keep us away, but we went anyway haha.  I owe the Noles family BIG TIME for all of their help.  They are SUCH a precious family.  They let me come and stay at their house Thursday night and then ride to and from Waco with them.  I am so blessed to have them in my life. These past few months have been great learning times for me.  For the past five years I haven’t been satisfied with my faith.  I’ve been sure that there had to be more… Something that I was missing out on! Since coming to Norman I’ve learned so much.  I know what I’ve been missing.  Abba WANTS for me to live in the power of the Spirit.  The Spirit wants to connect me deeper to Christ, comfort me, and give me joy.  He wants to empower me! But this weekend God really made it clear to me that He WANTS to give that to me but I have to trust Him first.  I have to want Him above EVERYTHING. He wants reckless abandon.  He wants me to be a fool for Him.  I’ve been listening to “Inheritance” by Jonathan David Helser a lot lately.  I’ve listened to it a million times the past year or two but it’s been totally rocking me in a new way this week. I suggest for you to look it up.  God wants me to open my heart to Him. I LOVE one thing that is said in Inheritance… “When I look at you I see someone that I can love outrageously.  And I have so much to bestow upon you, so much to give you, so many places to take you in my heart, but you can’t go there unless you allow me to love you.  My love for you will bring every barrier crashing down.  My love damages fear.  It hates fear.  It will fight fear.  My perfect love casts out fear.  There is no fear where I am present. Beloved, you are My beloved.  You are MY BELOVED.”  God has so much that He wants to give me.  He wants to love me in a way I could never understand.  I have to learn to accept this love though.  If you’re reading this, I would so greatly appreciate you praying for me as I try to accept His love wholeheartedly.  I want to join Him on the exciting journey He has planned for me!! That’s all for now.  If you’re looking for a great song or two you should look up “So Good to Me” by Cory Asbury and “Jireh” by Antioch Community Church.  They’ve been the score to my life the past few days.  = )

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